Destiny Of Zereth

A downtime upcoming...

2006-11-30T00:30:00.000+08:00

Hmm, there is something in my heart that I am struggling about. I dun know whether I myself having problem or I am just thinking too much. I don’t know what is wrong with me or what is bothering me when there is nothing even to be bothered about. Anyway that’s perhaps me and my weakness or should I call it a habit for keeping everything to myself.

Today I go out with Fion. Although the time that we spend is short, it is also a form or way to catch up with one another. Haha, actually the truth is she is getting me a birthday present. Thanks for the bag, I do like it. In my heart, I wish that she and her bf will last forever. She seems to be happier nowadays.

At this point of times, I seem somehow stuck on writing on for today blog. Something seems to be bothering me. Yet I find none and feel so disturbed. In my room, I did feel lonely as no one is around, living room seems to be so dead, and all family members have their rooms’ door closed including me. This feeling is like what I get when everyday after secondary school days and staying at home. It might be déjà vu again.

People like to day that, you always enjoy the some peak moments as well as some downtime. I think my downtime about to starts. Hopefully everything will change for the good. I came across a phrase “A true friend prefers to hurt you with the truth rather than kill you with a lie.” I think it is really a good one. I think when there is nothing to write, it is better to stop for the time being. I better get a sleep...

A Blog struggling to be alive!

2006-11-23T01:27:00.000+08:00

How many of you out there are feeling bored? Doing a part time job? Crazily gamming at home? Or should say doing nothing and seriously just slacking at home, eat and sleep. Well days do past fast and I think I should just keep my blog alive. Maybe a little update will help to entertain myself for not wasting time slacking and also let my friends know what I am doing.

Gals, thanks for the message post in my blog. I will remember to link you in my blog. Recently I accept a part time job from standard chartered bank. It just a part job and I share the total of 45 days with my friends so now I only works 23 days. Money is not as good as being a part time relief teacher but better than nothing. Hahaha… The location is at Suntec City. Well so many birthday rounds the corner and I think some extra cash will be better. There I also get to know 3 sweet girls working there.

If you 3 happened to read this blog, I just want to let you all know that I am not unfriendly, it just that I don’t really know you all long enough so I don’t know what to say to you gals. Forget about it, think I am not good in explaining about myself and moreover I am a very hard to understand guy.

Beside all this, I also game at home. Time passed very fast and soon it will be starting of December and Christmas drawing near. So many things to do yet time are always an issue. Wu Shu and all my music stuffs making me exhausted at time. Gamming too much also make me feel tired. Well that’s me.

Josh, how is your army life? Hahaha, maybe you happened to pass by my blog, waiting to dive again with you. After all you still my diving buddy; dive with you is much safer I think. Lol. Hope you enjoy yourself and relax with you can. Ns will soon be over.

Well, think I will stop here. It’s already 1am and the songs that I listening now is Ping Guan- Ai dao wu yao ke jiu. Take care dudes.

SummarizE of the RecenT Timez....

2006-11-14T03:43:00.000+08:00

Wohoo, how long has it been since I last blog? Thanks everyone who has recently reminded me to blog or verifies the condition of my blog. This actually tell me that I you all do read my blogs. Well, really appreciated that you all still finding out how am I doing recently. Shall summarize it for u guyz out there…

Since the last outing to surf at Bali, I went to EVSS and ESSS to relief the a few class. Most of my times are with ESSS and I do enjoy the teaching over there. I think I might not be as experience as the staffs over there but my main purposes are to help as many students as I can. At the end of the day, results are not that well but I still glad that most of them make it and all promoted. Instead of being a teacher to them, I think I am more like a friends to them. ESSS students who are reading this blog, I would like to thanks for the compliment that you all have given me. I would hope to see you all again, sometimes or somewhere out there. Remember to say hi when you guys meet me out while walking on the street. :p

Besides the teaching, I also like to sincerely thank all the guys (u know who u are) who celebrate my birthday for me. I really like the limited editions Nike watch a lot. $300 worth of gift, hmm… shouldn’t have spend it, but anyway I really like it a lot and it has been one of my wish list for a long time. Min, thanks for the Levi shirt as well and I do look real nice on it. My Di, Cyril, for the billabong wallet and the movie treats and Fauzi for the chip and dale puzzles. Hahaha. Chip and dale has always been my childhood character that I like most. Thanks for the ur precious time to finish the puzzles. Lastly, all the ESSS guys/gals who had wish me, it the thoughts that really count.

I still have my wushu lessons as usual. Think the exam coming up again. After that I will be learning all the weapons again. I am really looking forward for those. Definitely I will keep on blogging when I feel like it and not when I am free. LoL. Keep a look out then. MP3 playing now is… Wu ke qun- cang fei… Enjoy and take care…

A comeback from a dead BloG...

2006-09-20T17:34:00.000+08:00

Heya, I think it has really been a long time since I last blog. If I am not wrong it should be more than a month. Hahaha, I just feel like kind of bored to blog, but don’t worry, this blog is not dead yet. I am back to post or update myself again.

Recently, I am back at the station for training and mainly only just basketball training for the upcoming competition. The time usually start from 2pm to 6pm. Haha, as usual, I’m always late for the training, luckily there is no punishment else I think I will be punish severely by now. Lol…

However, due to the IMF, this put an ends to the training for the time being until the whole event is over. After this event, there will be a lot of things for me to continue. I will need to continue my training, as well as practice wu shu. There will be still a lot of things to learn, I think I can’t list them all down else tomorrow also cannot finish.

Recently during this IMF period, I do a relief teaching for EVSS and ESSS for some extra cash. Beside that, going gym with yu yang and play games at home. It doesn’t seem to be nice after u playing it again and again. When this happens, I get really quite sick of it.

I also get to meet this chap who is now my brother. Haha. His name is Cyril. I think god really let me know him for a special reason. He is a Christian and I see the special something in him. It is something that I cannot explain. Anyway, I keep blogging when I really feel like it.

MP3- Qing Tian by Jay

I need a break to refresh myself...

2006-07-11T15:02:00.000+08:00

A very warm Tuesday afternoon, thought of blogging since I have the spare time to do so now. Lots of things had been happening past weekend.

Somebody passed away. No name or who shall be mentioned, I just want to say that the experience will be tremendously painful especially someone closed to you. I think a lot recently and stuck in a position where I don’t know what to do and what to react. It is just like you feel kind of useless and hope you can do something. I am not trying to be kind or show sympathy or stuff like that, hmm… forget it, I’m speechless. Hope everything fine on her side.

Thanks to Mr. Chia for inviting to his baby dedication and the lunch buffet. I would like to congrat to him and his wife for having such a beautiful and lovely baby. All the best for them and hope they have more coming up.

After so much of things, I can’t believe I’m in debts. I own about 40 bucks… Oh gosh, I think have to paid back ASAP as I dun really like to own people things or money. That is the reason why when I promised I will try my 100% to fulfill it.

I should stop here. My eyes are tired. Mp3 playing Wilbert Pan- Fan zhuan di qiu. Not bad eh… take care guys…

Chap†er OnE - Genesis, A new begining @ Bali

2006-06-30T10:11:00.000+08:00

Good morning guys. It’s really early and I find myself blogging at this time. Sick people normally wake up early. Lolx… I think the best thing is to continue the Bali story before I leave out something precious in my memory.

The funkiest thing that we did over there was to swim in the middle of the night at 2am.We are playing monkey Frisbee in the pool. Is it crazy or physically powerful? Hahaha. Where can you do such a craziest thing in Singapore? Luckily we can do anything over there as the resorts permits you to anything at night as long as you maintain your volume. The resort name is Contiki. I really will recommend this to anyone who wishes to go over there for holiday. They provided you with breakfast and dinner. Beside that, they have a very nice swimming pool as well as a man made beach by the pool. We also had a game of tennis in the resort itself. The resort provides you with games as well. They have timetable to tell you what they have and it is your decision whether you want to follow it. They screen movies from 12pm to 8pm and the movies are not that awful category. Example… they screen all 3 episodes of matrix, love actually, interpreter etc… Well go there watch movie is waste time and money; I don’t really recommend this idea. Lol.

The trip to the Batur volcano was really a fantastic one. This small volcano still looks big and located at the center of Bali. Beside the volcano is Lake Batur and on the other side of it is another mountain. Ok… I am confused. Imagine this; the lake is between a volcano and another mountain. Hahaha. I am turning one big round just to say this. The scenery really very beautiful, I will show the photo when I friends pass it to me. Why God create such a dangerous volcano? Btw, it is still active and last eruption is on 1999. Maybe it is just too pleasant by looking at it.

Besides visiting to the volcano, we visit their temple. The religion over there is mostly Hinduism. We learn about the Shiva, water, fire, wind and the destroyer god etc… The tour guide informed us that the cemetery always near to the destroyer god. They also believe in Karma etc… which is like Buddhism.

I will have a new chapter after every 10 posts. The reason is simple, my birthday in October. Hahaha. Mp3 now is Zhang jing xuan- fen shou qian de yu tian. Kind of sad song. Enjoy urself…

I am a SurfeR (-.-)

2006-06-29T13:12:00.000+08:00

Woah, I finally back in Singapore. It’s been a long time since I last blog. Did I mention that I just came back in Singapore? That’s right; I went surfing the few days back. Every trip makes me learn something new. It’s really a good experience.

Well, the place that I been it known as Kuta. It part of Bali and located at Indonesia. Kuta beach indeed live up to reputation for it beautiful wave and sparkling sand. It’s so beautiful and the wave really tough. So now I can call myself a surfer. Hahaha. Well, abit of their culture over there. The people horn their vehicles as a greeting to check if anyone want to take their taxi and I think they horn at people more than they horn at the car. However, I feel their way of giving in to traffic are wonderful as with a tight narrow road, they still able to proceed fast and steady. It’s so relax and the pace is slow.

Surfing was really fun and I trying to stand on the board. However, I can only squad on it. The full techniques I haven really master it. Kind of sad isn’t it? I just need another few more days to stand on the board. However times never really wait for you. The only way is to try it next time.

Indonesia (Bali) was not really a cheap place, with all the Aussie people around, I think the price is quite high over there. I didn’t even have enough to spend for my surfing. However, I was sick throughout the trips, I didn’t spend much either. Else maybe I have to swim back from there. Just joking.

I think I will stop blogging now and I touch on the others again. Food poisoning…. Need to rest dude. Enjoy and take care. oh ya.. mp3 playing now is Fan wei qi- hei bai pei...

New hair cut... rather short...

2006-06-13T19:13:00.000+08:00

I am having a relaxing day today decided to have my hair cut. To be honest, I am very particular about my hair as I think a person hair can really make him/her transform the entire looks.

I not very satisfy with the new hair cut and also not a total disappointment. This time round, it looks damn short and I think I back to the school boy look again. Well… Hair grows, so why bother even if I am disappointed.

I had a chat with a frenz yesterday. She asks me something about my love life. I think I don’t really have much to comment about that after a few encounters that I had before. There are a lot’s of things spinning around my head and asking myself lots of questions. There are things that I cannot put it down and I think I never be a good stead to anyone. I feel I satisfy people or maybe I just scared to take a step forward. I don’t want ended up hurting people as well as ended hurting myself.

I think enough of all those craps. Personally I think that a world that I lived in, not everyone can step in or can understand me well. Some people can take it easy or you can understand them easily. People who look happy always will have their own problems. Hahaha. All human do have their own problems. At times, I do wonder that I can’t even handle my own problems, how can I help to handle peoples.

Lastly I think not going to blog much today. Song of the day is Twins- Wo heng xiang ai ta. Take care dude.

One word... Lazy!

2006-06-07T02:03:00.001+08:00

How long is it since my last blog? I had been really lazy with it and spending my time playing games and sleeping. I think I really played too much now and sacrificing my sleep for gaming from 9pm all the way to 2am. I think I am somewhere or another addicted or should I say that I already addicted to it since schooling times. I think I am just another gamer. Lolx

I have a very good frenz of mine having a relationship. I admit that I am afraid of her getting cheat by some other guy. Maybe I shouldn’t bother too much about this, it is just that I think as a frenz, I really do care yet I might not really know how to express it. I am not those touching or romantic type of person. Anyway if you reading this, just be careful and remember consequence that you have to bear before you make a decision. I think I say enough for this matter. Relationship needs 2 hands to clap.

I watched with over the hedge with BD at century square. GV was full and people are still queuing for the show like nobody business. I really don’t understand why a movie that has started showing 2 weeks ago can have 95% booked? School holidays must be the only reason to it. The show was worth watching and kind of hilarious. BD lost his h/p while on the way here. He commented that the phone is 4 years old and the he look kind of disappointed too.

After the show, I make up my mind to travel to Simei and walk the road that likely he drops his h/p at. I use my h/p to keep calling his so as to locate it however to no avail. I also message the phone and hope that someone would return the phone back to him.

Indeed at about 10 plus a lady called me and ask him to collect his phone back. It was a Taiwanese family that got his phone. They return to him straight away. I am really pleased that such kind hearted person still around. I believed that chances of retrieving the phone back is really less than 50% nowadays. Maybe the percentage increases.

Ok, I am tired and I think I should stop blogging now and go to bed. Wow, it’s already 1.55am and the song that keeping me accompany is Hong Jun Yang- Nan Dao. Take care, guys.

Comps & Freaks!

2006-05-24T23:41:00.000+08:00

Phew, I finally heal my computer with the stupid Trojan and dump away the Norton security that had been so-called protecting my computer for the past one year. Trojan is a backdoor that actually exposes your computer. It is part of the security issue if anyone of you who is not sure of that. If anyone interested, I can lend you my books. Lolx. I also recommend the avast.com the antivirus s/w can be downloaded from there--> www.avast.com

I actually wanted to blog 2 days back or so. I was quite tired and lazy to do so but anyway, I just was to blog a few events so that I can still remembered what freaking things I had done for a component of my life.

Continuation from the previous blog, I went out with Kong Long to gym and trying to keep ourselves fit. Hahaha. I should say we are actually fit and not trying to pretend to be fit. Well, this Kong Long really freaks me out. By having the same birthday, we like green tea, cars, and some sea activities. We even found out that we had the same bag and using the same shaver. I think we have a lot of things in common and even school issue. He also studies those IT technologies as well. We even studied same school since young? Freaking hell… where on the earth such things happened? Hahaha. Do you believe in such a amazing things?

Oh ya, I watch with him Da Vinci Code after the gym work out. It was like a last minutes decision and there’s nothing much to do after the gym. The show was quite a good one. However after reading the book first, you will tend to feel a bit disappointed. I still will encourage people to watch as this is the show that caused people had the idea of burning down cinema etc. I also don’t really want to comment much about the show to cause any trouble for myself.

Yesterday I went out with Kong Long, ops… His name is Xian Long (same name as minister of Singapore but different surname) before I keep calling him Kong Long. Hahaha We went to his friends LAN shop again to DOTA. Hahaha. We started from around 10 plus to midnight 3am. Is it insane? We are just kind of used to night life and it didn’t really bother us that much to get to Novena as his friend’s LAN shop is located there. As mentioned, the comps there are really wonderful.

Well, I feeling quite tired and I think I will be going to my bed soon. Time now is 2330hrs. My winamp playing Kelly Clarkson- Because of you. Nice song. The American idol final was not that exciting but anyway I hope that pretty girl will win it. :p

If life is just a dream, I rather continue dreaming. As long as the nightmare is kept away, I rather not wake up from the dream…

Flash back!

2006-05-22T14:00:00.000+08:00

I’m blogging at an exceptionally odd timing right. It’s is now 1356hrs and I just wake up from my bed (Amazing piece of shit). I slept about 5am this morning and still feeling quite tired.

Well, I was having quite a mixed feeling yesterday. I message min the day before with the feeling of missing her. Lolx. When thinking back the times that we spend are little however to me those are really precious. In times I just feel disappointed in myself for not able to give the best. The times of taking the bus together is always the best time in my life. Hmm… this part should be blogging as I normally don’t like to tell anyone about my love life or etc… However blogging do help to be more open up as all you do is just typed.

I knew that I am the breed that will be in deep thoughts and think a lot of the unnecessary. In order not for me to carry on with thinking, I went out with Long (2510). I think the best is to keep me occupy and by doing something.

We went to LAN shop to play games. Hahaha. Long brought me to his friend’s (Luk) newly open shop for some gamming session. As you guys know, I belong to the gamer category. They are really good in their skill and I am amazed with how Luk play. They impart me some tips and I really feel that they are friendly and not self-centered at all. The games just go on till 3am plus. After this, both Long and I went to Pungol for some super. This stupid dinosaur eats like nobody business…. I think if the plate can finish, he will definitely finish it as well.

I left that place and reach home about 5 plus. I’m going to do some exercise later with Long. It should be about time that he is going to give me a ring soon. Oh ya, the song now on my winamp are 可米小子- 求爱复刻版. A very nice song and had been one of favorite since then.

What is the weakness that is hiding beneath my strength?
What is the gentle hiding underneath my coldness?
How long more does its need to hide?

Fate or Coincidence (25/10)²

2006-05-20T02:45:00.000+08:00

Finally the treat is over. I did not buy any gifts for my mum or grandma which I suppose to. However I treat them to Paris restaurant as a mother’s day present. I spend quite a lot for the total cost however I think it is worth it and no matter how much I spend or give will never out give what my granny had given me since I come to this earth.

Recently I just knew a new lame guy. This person is none other than Xian Long. This crazy person had the same birthday as me and this is kind of weird. In my entire life, I had not come across anyone with the same birthday as me. I felt that his characteristic is relatively similar to me. The creepy feeling is just like looking at me few years ago. Both of us chatted quite a lot and it seems like we known each other long time ago. Hahaha… This might be fate or just mere coincidence that we know each other. At least I am not as crappy as him? I hope so.

It’s been a week and I wonder how the Songbo2 is doing at Thailand for this training. Normally I tends to care a bit for my buddy or so called know as the sworn brother type of relationship. They are important to me partly due to the companion and their concern when a thing doesn’t go your way. Mainly are those school results or another gal just dumped you. Hahaha, they are there or just at the right time when you need somebody there. However I belong to those quiet and dwell the situation alone in my room or go to the Tampines park connector to stay there. It has already been one of my favorite places since I moved to Tampines. These guys will just dig you out to make sure you are alright. Thanks dud for the tolerant as I know I also those AP type.

I feeling quite tired as it already half past 2am and I find myself blogging at this hour again. The song now is Z cheng – Ai Qing Shu. It is indeed quite a nice song and at this hour, it makes me feel even more.

When the earth spin and round it orbit, lives still carrying on in this planet. So many things happened… Is it Fate or Coincidence?

A Party here & a Party there!

2006-05-15T22:48:00.000+08:00

Finally, the long weekend is over. I had been spending a lot during the last weekend. Upcoming is my dearest granny birthday and I wanted to make it really special this time for her.

Last week, I attend 2 birthdays party and really spend quite a lot on the presents. Beside that, I also went for a bon voyage gathering with my Songbo bro as he is leaving to Thailand for his training. I dine with them (including silly catz) at the soup restaurant for dinner and the food was quite delicious too. I also have a breakfast with Sherman after a (suppose to be a) jog at Bedok Reservoir. Lol

I decided to go to my uncle Dasmond place as he celebrating mother day for my granny as well. I had some fun over there playing cards with my cousin, josh and Huang Hui. However everything comes to an end before midnight arrives. The whole weekend is considering quite pack and tiring. I steal my uncle themes from his Sony Ericsson W900. Hahaha! Now uncle Das, josh and me uses the same themes. The electric boy theme really looks cool on my phone.

With a party here and a party there, running all around the places from BBQ pit to Tampines and all the way to my uncle place at Toa Payoh, my EZ-link card also running low. Haiz... Getting poorer and poorer… Granny birthday coming… really have to get her something or treat her to some makan session.

Last few weeks had been really tiring and not been posting frequently and also not eating regularly. Think I really have to buck up a bit with this type of unhealthy lifestyle. Nah... I am one who says and do nothing. So why bother? Hahaha

Currently my winamp playing nice songs… guess what? A song title by jay Zhou- Mai Ya Tang. Chill out and enjoy guys. SB2 take care while in Thailand and God Bless u.

Physical Knockout!

2006-05-08T01:11:00.000+08:00

ARGH… I am feeling damn sick and tired. The flu and slight fever is killing me while I blogging right currently. Can’t even think properly and think I am in a K.O (knockout) stage. Maybe today blog will not be a long one and should have spelling mistake and grammar error all around the place. Lol

I really kind of surprise for the General Election result with the opposition party vote increasing. With all the noise pollution that all the different party made last few days are really terrible. Those Lorries going around with the speaker as well the contestants on the vehicle waving like Miss or Mr. Universe looks weird. Anyway I belong to the Bo Chap (heck care) party. As long as they dun disturb my sleeps with those irritating sound, I will feel happy. Lastly luckily it is 5 years once.

I slept the whole day today and my head starts to spin like a yoyo. I had a weird dream today. I dream of my first love... Why on the earth would I dream of her? Miss her? Maybe as a frenz, I had not met her for a long time I think. First love might always be the most un-forgetful one I think. The song playing now is Liang Jing Ru- Zui xiang huan you de shi jie. This song also has a big impact in my life with a story of 2 good brothers and girl. Anyway that was the past and I decided not to bring it up again.

I beings to wonder, anyone dream or think of me recently. LOL… Ya… recently a lot of nuisance calls. I don’t even know who but, they know me… kind of hate this type of guessing game. Tell me to guess who is him or her? If the person is a girl, I don’t play the game although it might be stupid to do so, but imagine a guy doing this. OMFG.

My blogspot still under construction, hopefully it will be completed soon and you get to see the whole new blog skin. Lastly, all the best to Jade, You might be out but you all still rox and have go so far. Kind of sad for you guys but I know you wun give up easily for the music you all play for. Remember guys… u all rox.

My head really spinning and I hope you guys take care. I need some break and it is already 0104hrs at my end.

When will it be me? When will I be the one somebody dreaming of?

Born of my nick feat Eight below

2006-04-30T03:50:00.000+08:00

With the upcoming holiday this Monday, finally I have a long weekend. Today at home playing DOTA again! Haiz… Keep thinking of cleaning up my room but I am juz too lazy to do it. How I wish I can have a maid. Hahaha

If you all really know, Zereth is juz my nickname. But I kinda stick with this name and I using it to play game. Ryan say it a nice name after some amendment when I first started a new game with him and I feel so to. If I can still remember clearly, before the amendment, it supposes to be a name of a dragon. As a nickname… this shall be attach to me and I believe people either do not have this given name or seldom people have this as their Christian name.

I cannot remember when is the last movie that I went to watch and who I watch it with. However today, at 0015hrs, I watch a movie title eight below @ GV tamp. Ops, sorry Fion, we actually wanted to this film together and due to the time constraint, we didn’t have the time. Anyway this is a last minutes decision.

This movie eight below is very inspiration movie. My favorite dog Siberian husky is the main reason why I watch this show. Anyway I quite like this show and it is really something amazing with what the dogs are capable to do. Even if they can’t do, they can perform really damn well. I will get this book for sure if I happened to walk past some bookstore. I hope that one day I can also own such a dog for myself. However with the present circumstances, I dun even think I have a chance with such a stringent parent. How sad…

Never mind about that, I think the best part of watching movie is the road home. I stay 3 bus stops from the interchange. Normally what I will do after movie or hang out with frenz, I will normally stroll my way back home. The feeling is really damn great. Normally I will use this time to lighten up and reflect myself. At times, let my imaginary mind exert abit. Lol…

Ok… I think blog till here. With this cannon.mp3 and my lavender lighted burner make me really sleepy. Wow, already 3.50am... Go watch the movie eight below if you guys can. Learn something out of it. Take care…

Chap†er Zero - Finally a blog

2006-04-23T22:29:00.000+08:00

Yup, finally I start blogging. I always wanted to start it during my days in Finland but somehow I didn’t manage or not motivate enough. But now I finally own it and feeling juz like a small little kid with a brand new toy. However here, in this lonely room starting his first blog with fury in his heart.

Yeah, as usual quarrel with my parent over some small little things. If you ask me, I never really like them. Why? Well, from young, they don’t take care of me. My only beloved are my granny and my grandpa. I don’t live my parent since young and only juz a few years back. Communication breakdown often and also they dun understand me well and only want me to obey. I am big enough to think for myself. Stress… I always wanted to have a close friend to talk to. However I am not open to one (hopefully I can find the special one and someone to be beside me and console me when I need, lol…fathope). I think the blogging come just the right time. Haha…

Hmm… I have a beautiful sister with guys going crazy for her. Dunno what so unique abt her? After a few relationships I have and also having rejected a few gals, I think I am now afraid to take a step out again. The feeling of hurt is so pain. Stress again… I never think I am gorgeous or pleasant, in fact I think I have AP (attitude problem). Whoever call me or msg me juz now, I apologize for it. Normally I wish to be alone when I not in the mood and moreover I dun share with people. Luckily still have people like me. Maybe since primary school till now I still kiddy and cheeky, and mischievous all the time. In this world, if you want to make frenz with anyone, you need to accept whatever his behaviors.

I think I’m really very secretive and sensitive type of person. How many people really understand me? I am not sure abt that too… Yup, it’s very early now @ 1.16am on my computer clock playing kiss goodbye in my winamp. Feeling quite down and depress with all the argument with dad in my head. Sigh… I still dun think it is my fault… seriously! Forget it.

What’s life? Life is simple; you just die in the end. (O_O)