Thursday, November 30, 2006
Hmm, there is something in my heart that I am struggling about. I dun know whether I myself having problem or I am just thinking too much. I don’t know what is wrong with me or what is bothering me when there is nothing even to be bothered about. Anyway that’s perhaps me and my weakness or should I call it a habit for keeping everything to myself.
Today I go out with Fion. Although the time that we spend is short, it is also a form or way to catch up with one another. Haha, actually the truth is she is getting me a birthday present. Thanks for the bag, I do like it. In my heart, I wish that she and her bf will last forever. She seems to be happier nowadays.
At this point of times, I seem somehow stuck on writing on for today blog. Something seems to be bothering me. Yet I find none and feel so disturbed. In my room, I did feel lonely as no one is around, living room seems to be so dead, and all family members have their rooms’ door closed including me. This feeling is like what I get when everyday after secondary school days and staying at home. It might be déjà vu again.
People like to day that, you always enjoy the some peak moments as well as some downtime. I think my downtime about to starts. Hopefully everything will change for the good. I came across a phrase “A true friend prefers to hurt you with the truth rather than kill you with a lie.” I think it is really a good one. I think when there is nothing to write, it is better to stop for the time being. I better get a sleep...
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